Sunday, June 15, 2008

Long Weekend

It has been a long weekend. Stephen had a triathlon on Cape Cod (6th out of over 700) on Saturday and both he and Abby have been working as lifeguards. Chris' sister and brother (Sally and Tim) left to go back to PA on Saturday after being up here all week, and here other sister Debbie arrived. She will be taking charge of the household while we are in Boston. We went to a graduation party Saturday night, but Chris is clearly slowing down, not eating, and feeling very anxious and losing hope. The discussion on the lungs on Friday has thrown us for a loop. Things were going so positively, but now we have great concerns that things have progresses so bad that the entire course of treatment may be put on hold.
We had a private prayer session with our Pastor after todays service. He was very supportive and calming and reconfirmed that we are not alone in this very scary journey. In fact, that is obvious every day. The support from friends around town has been beyond amazing. The meals, the errands, the phone calls, all just incredible. As a former candidate wrote, "it takes a village to raise a child" but in this case it is more like " it takes a village to help those in need" and we have been on the receiving end of that.
Chris has also been trying Reiki, and that seems to have been especially successful for her. This is a Japanese approach for stress reduction and channelling "life force energy". Steve is always the ultimate skeptic, but Chris is very clear that she is getting benefit from it so we will continue for sure.
Tomorrow is going to be a difficult day. We don't know whether it will be a Go, or put on hold. We are both ready to start the chemo as soon as possible, but if her body can't tolerate it, it can be very very bad. We'll leave ourselves in the hands of the Doctors and God.