Saturday, June 28, 2008

Saturday Afternoon

I think Chris has summarized the day so far pretty well. To quote her directly, "this has been the suckiest day of my life". I think that just about nails it. I am not sure "suckiest" is much of a medical term, but it sure describes things clearly.

Chris has had things leaving violently from all ends of her body (again, my apologies for my lack of better elucidation). They have spent much of the day trying to balance nausea, diarrhea, blood pressure, potassium, fatigue, and anxiety. She did relatively well last night with only occasional bouts, but today has been rough on her. Hopefully the platelet's and some red blood cell increase will help her tonight.

She has been amazing through this. The Doctors all said this was coming, so she was mentally prepared for it, but I know she just wants to scream out "Enough already, no more pills, no more IV's, no more anything"!!! but she has an internal strength that is amazing. She knows this is the price to pay for her beating this and her fortitude is beyond what even I though she had.

The notes and prayers and positive thoughts from all of you have given her this strength. As one of her best friends said today in a note; Every second of every day God is hearing your name from people who love you. So listen while you're meditating...you'll hear millions of prayers, thoughts and wishes filled with love. What a fantastic thought.

More tonight or tomorrow morning.